A Good Start

歌詞

I thought I was great Having big discussions that led to nothing but you A form of my own And I'm used to leaving you alone I know it's surprising and I know you think of me highly I finally pulled apart myself and analyzed everything I felt I noticed I held on tightly so I never would have to lose control I thought I was king Making all that money that made me nothing Cut to maniacal fits And suppression losing its grip I know it's surprising and I know you think of me highly I think about where I'd even go if ever I was to lose control I'm whispering insults to myself I'm boxed in and locked out I'm laying it all out here right now I thought about ending it myself I thought about all my shameful acts And every secret that I've kept Maybe I'll be happy again And God will alleviate my sins Considering every painful part I'm off to a good start