Still one thing puzzles me inside Why can't I live a normal life No matter how hard I try to change myself I know this much is true How can I bring peace to my heart I think about it everyday I don't want to pretend to be good anymore No longer I've been through a lot my whole life I feel like there's no second chance Whenever I'm frustrated I recall the day They taught me how to live again I'll never fall into despair I just want to live a normal life From now on 'till the end I've been through a lot my whole life I felt like there was no more chance Whenever I'm frustrated I recall the day They taught me how to live again I'll never fall into despair I just want to live a normal life From now on 'till the end oh From now on 'till the end