Find Me feat. Kat Padlan

歌詞

I’ve been trying tell myself That I belong here That I’m worth loving, Something I don’t hear much Or maybe I’ve ignored it Placing more importance on my negative thoughts Therapies a choice but I can’t really afford it Operating still but thinking I should force quit (no) Carrying all my baggage under covers No one really asks so I don’t really bother But yo, it ain’t their fault It’s my own product My own fault they don’t know because I don’t open up But even then, It’s been easier to let it be I’m not good at speaking up I’ll keep pretending No need to ask about my thoughts ‘cause all my words get stuck but I can take these mental blocks, And build them into a song This one, the one before and after Tweak it up a bit Ownership with my mix and masters Don’t have to cast a lie to ya’ll This my honest voice I offer you Don’t want to alter the truth I’ll speak subjects I know And that’s myself Took a minute though trying to figure me out but time will tell I’ll keep it simple, no need for minor info I’ll leave the major ones in though like these chords and these notes but Times moves so fast and I feel defeated At the very least, should be grateful that I’m still breathing Even though I’m Slow rolling In normal motion Times scrolling Fast with these apps in my phone and The fact is my will and devotions got a mirror held up to it when seconds go pointless And I know that the old clock stays ticking Pointing in every direction Yet I’m feeling aimless I don’t know where I’ll be Living life but can’t breathe In the moment always counting dollars but I’m Forgetting what really matters Live more than just dreams ‘cause I don’t know where I’ll be Believe I could be free Hoping I could find me I’m hoping I could find peace I’m hoping i could find me ‘Cause I don’t know where I’ll be But I’m hoping I could find… I’m just a simple man Just as simple as what’s good vs bad Whats makes me happy or sad And damn I hate that simple rhyme But they’re the factors in a question that’s more complex than my simple mind because My obsession to reach a point of happiness Might be the exact reason why I won’t achieve it Let it’s presence seep in, I try to conceive it Let me simmer in my joy without predicting my week But then another year Passed faster than I hoped for Wishing bone snapped in hopes the hourglass won’t move forward But alas it remained in the same motion Realizations came with the facts I can’t do much to control it Snapped me back to reality bout my own motives What exactly am I doing is it worth it ? I came into the new year as a new man again But I don’t know, I feel like I’ve been moving against the sand I don’t know where I’ll be Living life but can’t breathe In the moment always counting dollars but I’m Forgetting what really matters Live more than just dreams ‘cause I don’t know where I’ll be Believe I could be free Hoping I could find me I’m hoping I could find peace I’m hoping i could find me ‘Cause I don’t know where I’ll be But I’m hoping I could find me I’m hoping I could find peace I’m hoping i could find me ‘Cause I don’t know where I’ll be But I’m hoping I could find…