silly

歌詞

There's a bug in my brain Don't know how to work out my pain I'm always on guard Cause I feel like an Alien Now I've locked up myself in a cell And I drank down the key once again No more letters or visits I just wanna be alone Cause people say one thing then go and do the opposite They pretend to care to get a rush rush rush of AD I can cope with loneliness But I'm so sick of earth Sometimes I think that I'll die from heartbreak I know I'm being silly I've just been having bad days I've just been saying 'I'll be okay' For months now I don't trust what I say Neither my friends nor family It could be all becouse of my brain All I want is to feel at home And I have mental breakdowns almost every single day And then I fix my make up Extra blush blush blush to look alive I can cope with loneliness But I don't want to stay this way forever I swear I'm getting better I know I'm being silly I've just been having bad days I've just been saying 'I'll be okay' For months now I don't trust what I say Neither my friends nor family It could be all becouse of the bug in my brain If I could snap out of it Get on a rocket One ticket to home Would I be happy then Or would I find ways to be miserable I can snap out of it All I need is some time to heal just slowly Just slowly I know I'm being silly I've just been having bad days I've just been saying 'I'll be okay' For months now I don't trust what I say Neither my friends or my family It conld be all becouse of my brain All I want is to feel at home