I'm not the kind of person You think I am I'm not the antichrist or The iron man I have a vision that I Just can't control I feel I've lost my spirit And sold my soul Got no control I try to entertain you The best I can I wished I started walking Before I ran But I still love the feeling I get from you I hope you'll never stop cause It gets me through yeah (2x) The feelings that I hide behind Sometime reality's unkind The nightmares start for me at night I dread the long and lonely nights I'm not the kind of person You think I am I'm not the antichrist or The iron man But I still love the feeling I get from you I hope you'll never stop cause It gets me through yeah I'm just trying to live yeah I'm just trying to live yeah I'm just trying to live yeah