Even now When there's someone else who cares When there's someone home Who's waiting just for me Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs And I wonder what to do So she won't see that even now When I know it wasn't right And I found a better life than what we had Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad Even now when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now when I come shining through I swear I think of you and how I wish you knew Even now Even now when I never hear your name And the world has changed so much since you been gone Even now I still remember And the feeling's still the same And this pain inside of me goes on and on even now Even now when I have come so far I wonder where you are I wonder why it's still so hard without you Even now when I come shining through I swear I think of you And God I wish you knew some how Even now