Oh I can't believe what I've done. Unlocked the door, to my secret place. Thrust onto me, With arrows in my heart; The Inevitable, My soul's ripped apart. Fascination, once again, controls me. It's like a wish, or a dream, a nightmare Before me. The tears of the joy torture my emotion. Why can't this bliss Last forever more? I can't stand the thought of life Spent without your wicked eyes, Spent without our precious fights, Spent without your tainted lies, Spent without a restless night... I dwell upon the moment When you begged for a kiss. Hesitation--I know what it is It runs in circles, in my mind. Which man to blame in me, I'll never find... And I can't stand the thought of life Spent without your wicked eyes, Spent without our precious fights, Spent without your tainted lies, Spent without a restless night, (repeat) Spent without your love in mine... Share this poison with me. (x5)