This wasn't meant to be a love song matter fact this one's about hate I fuckin' said it - I don't regret it a little much? - you're a little too late I've turned away just one too many times I'm tired of the reasons sick of all the lies I looked away just one too many times I'm tired of pretending that I'm not here I'm not here to die You want my best - You get the worst you're not the last and you ain't the fuckin' first You die to live - I live to die still that motherfucker finger's in the sky I've turned away just one too many times I'm tired of the reasons sick of all the lies I looked away just one too many times I'm tired of pretending that I'm not here I'm not here to die I've been hated by better I've been beaten by the best It's not a gift It's a mother fucking test I've turned away just one too many times I'm tired of the reasons sick of all the lies I looked away just one too many times I'm tired of pretending that I'm not here I'm not here to die Not here to die