Secondhand Happiness

歌詞

Saw you down the aisle of a goodwill Going through old vinyls for your record player Always thought that it would be a big deal Seeing you with someone new I used to make you laugh but never that loud I thought it would be hard to know you're so damn happy I haven't found it easy, but I'm good now Seeing you, someone new The selfish side of me was hoping you'd be broken still It's kind of bittersweet, I know, but this is how I feel It's like secondhand happiness Never thought I'd smile for you again But knowing it's for the best I can lay my jealous heart to rest It heals the pain, it heals the hurt To see you find what you deserve So I'll take what I can get Secondhand happiness I hate talking about you in the past tense Probably 'cause I always thought you'd be my future But maybe in the future we could be friends Some day soon It's up to you The selfish side of me was hoping you'd be broken still It's kind of bittersweet, I know, but this is how I feel It's like secondhand happiness Never thought I'd smile for you again But knowing it's for the best I can lay my jealous heart rest It heals the pain, it heals the hurt To see you find what you deserve So I'll take what I can get Secondhand happiness Secondhand happiness Secondhand happiness