Seeing myself in the mirror I’m Counting the Stitches on my neck Wishing I was a Baller Right now I can’t even pay my rent Trying to find my diamond Like it’s meant to be I wanted to be a diamond That’s what I should be Siren, can’t get out of my head Overthinking’s bothering me Lightning flashing over my head Overthinking’s torturing me Siren, can’t get out of my head Overthinking’s bothering me Lightning flashing over my head Overthinking’s torturing me I hope no one sees that I've crossed the river No one will notice if I Pull this trigger Yeah It wouldn't happen if I were a baller Let me just die here Let me just die here Trying to find my diamond Like it’s meant to be I wanted to be a diamond That’s what I should be Siren, can’t get out of my head Overthinking’s bothering me Lightning flashing over my head Overthinking’s torturing me Siren, can’t get out of my head Overthinking’s bothering me Lightning flashing over my head Overthinking’s torturing me (Trying to find my diamond ) (Like it’s meant to be ) (I wanted to be a diamond ) (That’s what I should be )