Would die with me. She told me She had a knife in her hand Mom’s crying.All the time All her days.She was crying People say Money is the most important Money Money Money I don't wanna die.Don't wanna lose you I wanna live.I wanna live The sun in my heart is dead My heart is so blue just like winter Sickle of life and death...like a flower -100 degrees...becoming colder Wet space cloudy air Exhaled breath freezing white What ever you do the truth may not change Can’t fight time No more shitty pure eyes like before Able to distinguish real and fake reality Even the Blue earth looks trashed in my blue heart (Tired of everyone bullshit) Would die with me. She told me She had a knife in her hand Mom’s crying.All the time All her days.She was crying People say Money is the most important Money Money Money I don't wanna die.Don't wanna lose you I wanna live.I wanna live