PARADISE

歌詞

Tell me why I'm still in here I swear to god, I made it clear Made a wish, and even prayed I was only fighting for my freedom but you think I betrayed (Worthless heartless) If I knew what lies behind The walls around me I won't be fine I'll use everything to sacrifice When it's over, I'll be free, I'll leave them high and dry Shut up, just let me pay that price I feel like I'm always trapped in this god damn paradise Made a choice, still unfulfilled With all the time I could have killed My self esteem is gone within I'm forced to play this stupid game Where I can never win Cause no one ever treats me right And nothing really feels alright It's hopeless I tried, to leave this world behind Now I know I was being so blind I got nothing more to sacrifice Now it's over, I'm not free, I'm stuck and left to cry Look at me now I paid my price I feel like I'm always trapped And I wonder Why did I do this to myself? I had it all before, but I wanted something more Why did I do this to myself? Now I'm just memories of what I used to be It was my lost paradise Why did I do this to myself?