I let you down today The day the calendar's a palindrome With each second reflecting back around Now that I know that I let you down No, it's not mine to mourn No, it's just born of this embarrassment Well it's been bearable but it all compounds Now that I know that I let you down Now that I know that you changed your mind Now that I know you won't rely on me anymore And I know you can't confide in me anymore And I know you won't say "Hi" when you see me around Now that I know that I let you down Thunder lives under my brain And the bugs above now circulate So I alternate between the sounds Now that I know that I let you down I wanna let these years away I know it's time we let these leaves turn red But I can't let this season lead me out Now that I know that I let you down Now that I know that you changed your mind Now that I know you won't rely on me anymore And I know you can't confide in me anymore And I know you won't say hi when you see me around Now that I know that I let you down