long lost words whisper slowly to me still can't find what keeps me here when all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down fearing you loving you I won't let you pull me down hunting you I can smell you - alive your heart pounding in my head watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down saving me raping me watching me watching me wanting me I can feel you pull me down saving me raping me I can feel you pull me down