The first to admit - I'm a doomed drug addict And I always will be - hey man, don't follow me No excuse for drug abuse Said these lines a thousand times Don't want to live atrial fib - from neurosis, cerosis Please make me smile - if you learn from my trial Baby I'll pay this price - maybe saving your life for ya I can't state this point enough The pickup's easy, but the put down's rough Up the nose or tap a vein - no one else but you to blame I can't believe I died last night - oh God I'm dead again I can't believe I died last night - I'm fucking dead again Chemical joy turning thee paranoid Recently buried deep Greenwood Cemetery, now I had no pulse last time I checked I'd trade my life for self respect There are some things worse than death I can't believe I died last night - oh God I'm dead again I can't believe I died last night - I'm fucking dead again