It's discouraging I thought everything was great I've been circling 'Round the block inside my brain And I can't figure out what to do today Everyone's having fun but I can't relate Need a flicker start Need it pouring through my veins Don't know where to start And I don't know who to blame 'Cause I can't figure out what to do today Everyone's having fun but I can't relate Let me out my head Let my mind run free Let me just pretend That I feel like me Need a flicker start 'Cause I'm ready Anything to spark A new beginning Need a flicker start Slow burn to a flame It's a crawling march And I'm fighting for a change How do I keep going if I don't know where I'm going Every night and morning? How do I keep going if I don't know where I'm going? Let me out my head Let my mind run free Let me just pretend That I feel like me Need a flicker start 'Cause I'm ready Anything to spark A new beginning Issa uphill, standstill Sweat on my back As the Sunday sun burns cold Through the glass And I'm dying under pressure Turning diamonds into stone I can't feel my bones Let me out my head Let my mind run free Let me just pretend That I feel like me Need a flicker start 'Cause I'm ready Anything to spark A new beginning Let me out my head Let my mind run free Let me just pretend That I feel like me Need a flicker start 'Cause I'm ready Anything to spark A new beginning It's discouraging I thought everything was great I've been circling 'Round the block inside my brain And I can't figure out what to do today Everyone's having fun but I can't relate