I still remember my name But forgotten my royal mistakes If only I could go back in time When you were a friend of mine If only We were just a little less "tired" and true You were being you and I was being too human But who was I fooling If only chorus: If only I could trust you'd rush ahead turn the light on If only I could wish your kiss was not a fallen star If only I was yours the shoulder that you'd want to cry on If only you could pull me safely through these prison bars If only I took your crown of thorns Lay down to be reborn If only I wasn't flesh and bone I could rise up from being stoned If only You could see through someone like me trying to be free and maybe just a little less lonely I was so lonely If only chorus rap: It's out with the old I'll be new Don't worry bout the drink and drugs I'm through If only I believed that was true We'd be living out the dream in a house with a view If only if only you knew how the voices of demons can drown out the truth Know my one place or freedom is sleeping with you If only if only you knew chorus