I may not be as honest as I ought to be, now that, when the walls go up, I said it didn't worry me, but it hit me like a arrow, Babe, to know, I could just be paranoid, Won't quell the desire to know what was really goin' on. "Does it really fucking matter? Babe?" Is all you can ask me, OK, fair play, Here we go. I've heard those words before, Are you sure it was nothing? 'Cause it made me feel like dying, Inside. Never thought I was insecure, But it's pure, Didn't notice, Until I was in love, For real. Am I really gonna cross the line? Just to find what you're typing, If only I could read your mind, I'd be fine, I'd be normal, But now's my time, Gonna do it. And suddenly I'm the phoney one, The only one with a problem. True love is bringing it out of me, The worst in me, And I know now. Do you remember the time we were, The time we were by the ocean? I didn't care if it was day or night, The world was right where I wanted. Girl I'm sorry. Babe I'm really, really sorry.