I Looked Up

歌詞

I remember that long cold night How dark it was Heart broke, blinds closed Didn't even wanna see the sun, no Like a refugee with nowhere to run Lies in my mind held me hostage like a loaded gun Tellin' me I had no one, was no one God, I was too prideful to pick up that phone Three a.m I knew I needed help But man I didn't want anyone else to know I was losing it Somewhere between the deepest hell And lowest low I heard a voice from overhead Sayin' “son, don't you dare let go” I looked up I looked up From the bottom and I saw You It was all You I looked up I looked up From the bottom and I saw You It was all You I was at my lowest that night on August sixth Trying to wrestle with all the pain and hell I was dealing with Punching holes, throwing blows, pitching fits Trying not to drown Wasn't feeling like I was good enough I knew I just couldn't ever keep this up Started sinking underneath from all this endless over-thinking How could I forget, I can't forget Spending forty days in the wilderness Feeling like I messed up too bad So bad, I'd never get out of it Ain't it funny how heaven comes in the least expected ways My roommate in rehab looked over at me Said it's gonna be okay, then I looked up I looked up From the bottom and I saw You It was all You I looked up I looked up From the bottom and I saw You It was all You Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, ooh It was all You Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, ooh It was all You Sunday morning, I just kept Circling the Church My heart was beating out of my chest Couldn't make a sound or even say a word Tried to pick up my phone Call my wife and tell her how I feel But my hands were heavy as two stones Ten and two, stuck on the steering wheel How do you worship when your soul ain't got a song to sing? It's hard to remember when your heart forgets the melody, Jesus When all I had was Your name on my lips That's when I sent an SOS to heaven And heaven broke in to come and rescue me I looked up (Oh-oh) I looked up (Yeah) From the bottom and I saw You (Yeah) It was all You I looked up (I remember when) I looked up (Oh) From the bottom and I saw You (Yeah) It was all You Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, ooh It was all You Oh, oh Oh, oh Oh, ooh It was all You Sometimes I gotta look back at the man I was To remember just how far You brought me, how far I've come, all those little victories won I'm so glad You always see the best in me You always knew the man that I could be From the moment I got down on my knees I looked up