I've spent the last two years of my life Trying to find a way back I've been looking in the mirror And trying to face facts 'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting And I never thought that you deserved it It's not as if the world stopped turning So what am I afraid of? I'm afraid of the night afraid of it all Afraid it won't stop me because you were my rock Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I’m afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I’m afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I'll spend the next two years of my life Trying to find the right path And if it takes me where I wanna go I won't ever look back 'Cause I never thought that I'd be hurting And I never thought that you deserved it It's not as if the world stopped turning So what am I afraid of? I'm afraid of the night afraid of it all Afraid it won't stop me because you were my rock Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh I’m afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh Oh, I'm afraid of myself Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh (I'm afraid of myself) I'm afraid of the night afraid of it all Afraid it won't stop me because you were my rock Afraid I won't feel this with somebody else Oh, what hurts the most is I'm afraid of myself