There's so many people dying You complain about your situation What about me Half the world wouldn't know what it's like to lose your seed Maybe you can understand how it feels I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me The guilt has lasted You still cry It was all planned out Why was I last to know Don't you trust in me The table's cold It's too late To make up for these mistakes Maybe you can't understand how it feels I cannot reach that soul You're probably watching over us Know that I think of you It's killing me how it feels If I would have known I can't say what I would have done If you could forgive I'd like to rest with you someday