It's Not A Fairytale (Snippet)

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It all started like this Ninth grade freshman year So happy to be in high school I shed a tear o many cute dudes to choose from I knew it was one That was right for me Well I thought at least He was the big guy on campus On the football team Basketball homecoming He was voted for king And there was me I was on the cheerleading squad Sweet sixteen looking for love in my heart I was a beautiful thing from the start I must say only problem was My parents were strict They ain't play No phone calls after eight No stayin out late I'm like damn give me a break Hormones kickin in Start displayin my shape More concern with my looks than my books and grades headed nowhere fast I was on my way Curiosity come on I know y'all relate Thinkin bout the chatacters in my story all the pages i have read through Save tomorrow's fairytale for things that i have been through And all thigns that i have be in all my life and all my days i never thought i would end up this way It's been a year now I'm a sophmore Mature and know more but still I'm young and dumb and plus im unsure Who I am What the future has in store Man I'm trying to be grown Cuz my parents are divorced stressing started smoking newports carefree about the ones who care for me lost teen giving up on my dream and as worst as it seems had me thinking crazy things like suicide that better everything if i jus die full-blown without guidance or a home Im startin to get stomach pains That's strange what could be wrong? Thinkin bout the chatacters in my story all the pages i have read through Save tomorrow's fairytale for things that i have been through And all thigns that i have be in all my life and all my days i never thought i would end up this way I ask myself every day a child givin birth to a child what can i say this wasnt supposed to happen here i am turned my back on my fam well God damn that wasn't even part of the plan I'm spazzin out When I lay at night the hurt just burst out I should how could he leave at my time of need especially now I'm pregnant And due in three Maybe I should have it and give it for adoption I can't graduate I ain't been to school since August Often I hear this voice talking In the back of my mind So problems in my life I just pray for my time to come God take me leave my child behind I'm on the run adrenaline pumpin so angry i could kill something dont make me prove it cause if you dont do it then i will do it I'm foolish and so stupid