With my luck you'll be dead within the year I've come to expect it There's nothing left to fear, at least there's that Face to face and at my hands I snowed you in With hydrocodone Layer by layer 'til you disappeared Hell is finding someone to love and I can't have you Hell is finding someone to love and I can't see you again Wheeled you in laid on your side I cried and cried and at my signal They stopped your heart and then you died And under the fluorescents another sterile room Where no one ever tells you just how clinical death looks And I can't unsee it, the two shots it took Hell is finding someone to love and I can't have you Hell is finding someone to love and I can't see you again Hell is finding someone to love and I can't feel it Hell is finding someone to love and I can't, I can't