My heart won't let my body sleep All these restless moments You hated the boredom and conformity like I do And my heart still won't believe your chemistry is over You filled our cups, they're still running over Your Breath Across the Land in the seasons that I miss you Where were you leading? Was I always right behind you? What honesty demands Our apostate apostle (away) More Than I could understand (away) You're part of what I am And can't seem to carry this without your eye for the balance point at every social interaction A sign of my bourgeois weakness The best part of me is still back on the bridge We held the world in our hands that morning Watched the ghosts on the river rise Then they were gone without a warning Your Breath Across the Land in the seasons that I miss you (oh) Where were you leading? Was I always right behind you? What honesty demands Our apostate apostle (You're) now waves on the ocean Like that last time we were with you What lives the world demands? Our beautiful berserker through ashes and mortar You've crossed into the furthest shore (away) More Than I could understand (away) Alfred Carter Graham (away) what you said to me, when we first met I won't forget Remember: Fight the control Fight the control in our lives You used to say to me. Fight the control We fight the control on our lives Ghosts on the river, love so close You're free Fight the control Fight the control In our lives All of us in your raptured Liberty: Fight the control Fight the control in our lives Under the clock in the prison library I Stopped the hands of the clock in my heart the second that we let your body go But we didn't let you go Now you're here with me You're here while I'm there with you