Water in my eyes. Something strange in your mind. I feel the need to make you understand it. I don't want you to know my true feelings. I don't wanna press you for now at least. You never know this "complex" and You never place your eyes on me. All the things that I thought very late at night, playing over in my mind. I don't like it. It's never ever the highlight of my life. I need to move by myself. It's like in a maze with no exit eh No one can deny my chosen path eh I know that It's been raining on and off all day till I die. (You never listen to me.) Holding up the colors of my mind whatever anyone may say, "It has no color". Holding nothing back from you. Show up the black of me. Show up the black of me. Feeling down because of fear. Don't need to try my best in order to surpass that. Holding nothing back from you. I hope it's not at all fate. Not at all. Not at all. I don't wanna stay like this. I will not be OK like this. That is not good as is. Can I leave this like this? I'm looking for the middle ground. But I have not found it yet. But I don't wanna stay like this, don't wanna stay like this. Wishing for the strong feeling. That never deny me. Wishing for the heart to forgive. That never ignore me. I'm looking for the middle ground. Then I can place my eyes on me. I don't wanna stay like this, don't wanna stay like this. I don't wanna stay like this. I will not be OK like this. That is not good as is. Can I leave this like this? I'm looking for the middle ground. But I have not found it yet. But I don't wanna stay like this, don't wanna stay like this. Wishing for the strong feeling. That never deny me. Wishing for the heart to forgive. That never ignore me. I'm looking for the middle ground. Then I can place my eyes on me. I don't wanna stay like this, don't wanna stay like this.