My body's aching My heart is aching My soul is aching But my head is numb And it's truly fortunate That every fall is so fucking hard It's like shooting up smack Wiped out like a retard But what's another humiliation When all hope is dead It's better to smile with dead eyes And sing-along instead Fear no more The death they're bringing Hear no more Their voices singing End this life And lift this curse Schizophrenia in reverse It's a public humiliation A one-liner, a punchline For the crowd to laugh hysterically As I go down Now I am lost In the abyss of my mind Re-living nightmares stuck on repeat Crucified upside down But what's another humiliation When all hope is dead It's better to smile with dead eyes And sing-along instead Fear no more The death they're bringing Hear no more Their voices singing End this life And lift this curse Schizophrenia in reverse They're watching Every step I take Every move I make Every mistake My delusion is censored The truth is so much worse Schizophrenia in reverse Fear no more The death they're bringing Hear no more Their voices singing End this life And lift this curse Schizophrenia in reverse They're watching Every step I take Every move I make Every mistake My delusion is censored The truth is so much worse Schizophrenia in reverse