We laugh, we cry Get way too high I'd rather be dead than not alive Nails are dirty from scratchin' the surface I'll try almost anything once And I get in trouble, flirt with death a little Rather die young than go numb Rather die young than go numb I know drugs are bad but I'm so fuckin' sad And alone, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah What's my calling? Everyone's got a thing I'm hangin' by a string I'm fine Sun shine through the curtains On the couch, I'm surfin' Still lookin' for my purpose Purpose, oh Feel alive when I'm dyin' I need what gets me the highest I'ma die tryna find it Find it, yeah We laugh, we cry Get way too high I'd rather be dead than not alive We laugh, we cry Get way too high I'd rather be dead than not alive AC's broken, I'm wakin' up in a pool of sweat All my clothes smellin' like shit, beer and cigarettes Call me stupid, I'm careless, wounded and depressed But I can't be like them, no, no I can't be like them Ooh I know drugs are bad but I'm so fuckin' sad And alone, yeah, yeah, yeah Yeah, yeah, yeah What's my calling? Everyone's got a thing I'm hangin' by a string I'm fine Sun shine through the curtains On the couch, I'm surfin' Still lookin' for my purpose Purpose, oh Feel alive when I'm dyin' I need what gets me the highest I'ma die tryna find it Find it, yeah We laugh, we cry Get way too high Ooh I'd rather be dead than not alive We laugh, we cry Ooh Get way too high Ooh I'd rather be dead than not alive Ooh, ooh I'd rather be dead than not alive Ooh, ooh