I'll be the one last breath before this death I'll be the final glimpse of truth when there's none left And if I shame your face, degrade your faith I'll be the first to hide behind disgrace Bloodloss- on account of my failing aim Treason- at the root of my shameful name I found my way to fall I never meant to break your heart Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am) I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?) Before I go (before I lose it all) You should know (I hate myself for hurting you) I see the burn of the light from within my grave I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain Then put an end to me now while the hope remains Blood-loss- on account of my failing aim Treason- at the root of my shameful name Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am) I hear you cry again (is this my final stand?) Before I go (before I lose it all) You should know (I hate myself for hurting you) This is not my life This is not our life Every day I die This is not my life