Heal, hurt and regain that again I feel fine But if I'd fail, I'd rather get high and ruined, Crashed a bit, Trade it, Replace it, And erase me forever Clean and dry Let me get this straight Is this what I wanted? I asked to myself Is this what I wanted? I don't know But I finally can fight fair now Stop thinking Stop it. Quit it. I'm living in a dream. I'm in disbelief Cause everything's just an idea And I take a ride on that bus I just can't believe it Am I leaving? I need it, the feeling I'm leaving here Heal, hurt and regain that over and over again I said good bye Knowing this isn't the last time So get high Soon enough we'll die Crashed a bit I'm not done I feel alright One more time Let's try In the middle of the night In the dream I swear I come alive Get ready and roll I'm not alone This is what I'm given I can fight fair now Is this what I've given up? This is what I wanted And I try to keep it clean and dry