I'm Trying

歌詞

She said I'm not pointing fingers He said yes you are Cause you wouldn't bring it up if you weren't If I told you I've been walking out in the dark night thinking Would you take this truth this alcohol is worth Oh I can't change what's done is done But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins And I need you to hold on to while this part of me is dying No I haven't kicked the demons that haunt me I'm trying I'm trying She sat down on the floor Said I wish that I was stronger Right now I feel as fragile as glass And I want to believe you believe what's held you has freed you And I hate these doubts that keep on coming back My parents think I'm crazy For staying here this long But there's nothing more I want for us than to prove to them they're wrong I don't want to be afraid I don't want to think you're lying Though I haven't found the faith that I need I'm trying I'm trying He asked do you want me to leave Cause if you do you know I will But she said much to his disbelief No I love you still Oh I love you still He said I don't know why I've been the fool But I can tell you this Not a day goes by that I don't curse myself and all my sins Then he dropped down to his knees By now they both were crying He said I haven't been the man I want to be But I'm trying I'm trying Oh I'm trying Oh I'm trying