Smile 4 Me (Clean Album Version)

歌詞

is it a blessin' to live or a blessin' to die Let me finish off this hell with no questions why I should be happy I'm on and I'm dressed in fly but is the game changing me for The extra pie If you could just look into the life I live 360 catching up on all the trife I did Got my peoples up north trynna slice the bids While I'm in love with a nigga with a wife and kid Maybe if my pops ain't abondend me I wouldn't let so many niggas take advantage of me Using me Some even put their hands on me I wonder what the most high god planned for me My life line gettin' shorter when I look at my palms Will I be notin' like my biological moms She aint raised me so naturally I never felt the bond At 16 got my ged never saw a prom I've been weak and I've been strong Been through the fire I've been through the storms I try to do right and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me when my life is gone No more hurt and no more tears The'll be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my face that's Not sincere so Smile for me when I'm no longer here At a younge age I let the world turn me out Pellets and purple haze been burnt me out A hardknock life was I learned about Trynna ease the only thing I be concerned about Tellin' my youth everything happen for a reason Let them know it ain't daddy's fault the moneys be leavin' If it wasn't for the streets he'd still be breathin Trynna raise him by myself but I know he need him Me and my seed used to live for mostly welfare Only two checks a month for us both to share I remember makin' sure that the cost was clear so I could boost us Some mother fuckin' clothes to wear Had to hustle cuz those food stamps just wasn't enough Up state back to gotta throw me up All this fast cash only turned the heat up Can't afford to get knocked but who gonna feed us I've been weak and I've been strong Been through the fire I've been through the storms I try to do right and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me when my life is gone No more hurt and no more tears The'll be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my face that's Not sincere so Smile for me when I'm no longer here Can't shake these thoughts of suicide Anyone I ever loved though was close to die Ones I trusted or though was being true, lied A life time of tears but just a few I cried Try to take my past and stick it up on the shelf Will my actions stay from all the pain I felt Just trynna make the best out the hand I delt If I fall who can I turn to for help Is my man with me and not my wealth Will he be there through good and bad sickness and health Does he want the real me or somebody else I've been just so I don't hurt myself Now that I'm on Most can't stand me now But they was happy when I rocked all them hand me downs When I need 'em funny how they can't be found That's why the most high's my only family now I've been weak and I've been strong Been through the fire I've been through the storms I try to do right and I know I do wrong Just be happy for me when my life is gone No more hurt and no more tears The'll be no more pain and no more fears No more people in my face that's Not sincere so Smile for me when I'm no longer here