Staring at the ceiling Sorting out my thoughts Weighing every word I want to say Darkness fills the room It's closing in on us The words all come out Wrong again I let you down If I could just Trust more I'd dare to Speak the truth Wish I could give One hundred percent It's sad and unfair You too are suffering When I'm the guilty You are the innocent For way too long I've been merely A shadow of myself I'm in despair I'm beyond repair For way too long I've been merely A shadow of myself I'm in despair I'm beyond repair I'm beyond repair... A shadow hanging Over me it Clouds my mind Preventing any Sane thoughts to occur A silhouette Is cast on your side Of the bed Reminding me of What I have become For way too long I've been merely A shadow of myself I'm in despair I'm beyond repair For way too long I've been merely A shadow of myself I'm in despair I'm beyond repair I'm beyond repair... For way too long I've been merely a shadow Of my true self I'm in despair I'm beyond repair For way too long I've been merely A shadow of myself I'm in despair I'm beyond repair For way too long I've been merely A shadow of myself I'm in despair I'm beyond repair I'm beyond repair...