I got a lotta bad things in my mind This simulation crashing by design And my mind is dangerous, doing clever things You don't know know know know I'm falling into dark thoughts that I find Reality is long-gone but that's fine And my mind is dangerous, don't play with things You don't know know know know I know you hate to see it but you never wanna talk about it And hate yourself a little more when you can't live without it It's like praying for rain when you're already drowning You're already drowning, yeah So go ahead and twist the knife, I can feel the damage Always searching for the high, never kicked the habit It's like praying for rain but I'm already drowning I keep staring at the sun, it's in my blood I'm headed for disaster Burn bridges just for fun, have I gone numb? It's a goddamn shame I push away the people that I love the most Addicted to the feeling and the chemicals I'm holding onto hope but it only destroys me 'Cause I'm in love with bad things (bad things) Yeah, I'm in love with I keep on falling like it's summer going into autumn I keep on digging even though I'm 'bout to hit the bottom It's like praying for change but I never found it No, I never found it, yeah So go ahead and twist the knife, I can feel the damage Always searching for the high, never kicked the habit It's like praying for change but I never found it I keep staring at the sun, it's in my blood I'm headed for disaster Burn bridges just for fun, have I gone numb? It's a goddamn shame I push away the people that I love the most Addicted to the feeling and the chemicals I'm holding onto hope but it only destroys me 'Cause I'm in love with bad things (bad things) Yeah, I'm in love with Looking into the abyss, the future is a myth I'm holding onto hope, it's a problem, I admit Letting go of my fear, a feeling I've missed The devil is real and I'm caught in his grip Looking into the abyss, the future is a myth I'm holding onto hope, it's a problem, I admit Letting go of my fear, a feeling I miss The devil is real, and I'm caught in his grip Oh, oh I keep staring at the sun, it's in my blood I'm headed for disaster Burn bridges just for fun, have I gone numb? (Gone numb) It's a goddamn shame (goddamn shame) I push away the people that I love the most Addicted to the feeling and the chemicals I'm holding onto hope but it only destroys me 'Cause I'm in love with bad things (I push away the people that I love the most) (bad things) (Addicted to the feeling and the chemicals) Yeah, I'm in love with bad things (I'm holding onto hope but it only destroys me) (bad things) Yeah, I'm in love with The devil is real and I'm caught in his grip