I used to love how you despised me You made me weaker than I was I'm so sick and tired of all these conversations I believed in all you told me The way I never was enough I'm so fucking tired of all these accusations From what I've learned I will be okay because baby you were not my first I have found my way now I have walked away from your life I won't be a better part of me without you dear I just had to wake up And see my own reflection I won't be a better part of me without you dear I won't be a better part of me without you I'd always do the things you told me You made me tell your every lie I'm not letting you take the control of these situations From what I've learned I will be okay because baby you were not my first I have found my way now I have walked away from your life I won't be a better part of me without you dear I just had to wake up And see my own reflection I won't be a better part of me without you dear I won't be a better part of me without you From what I've learned I will be okay because baby you were not my first From what I've learned I will be okay because baby you were not my first I have found my way now I have walked away from your life I won't be a better part of me without you dear I just had to wake up And see my own reflection I won't be a better part of me without you dear I won't be a better part of me without you