I got outta town Like I knew I should I got outta town Like I knew I would But when I close my eyes And the dawn don't come I think to myself What a disgrace I've become (Chorus 1) But she won't fail me Cause she's my friend And she won't rat me out I'm a boy to her eye And she won't fail me Even when she hates me I use to think a lot But now I watch the grain I use to fall in love With shit like subway trains And although my liberty Has been taken away now I take it all, I take it all day by day (Chorus 2) But she won't fail me Cause she's my friend And she won't rat me out I'm a boy to her eye And she won't fail me Even when she hates me Even when she hates me I get the fallen down About twice a week Say I'm all fucked up (all fucked-up) I know talk is cheap But when I close my eyes And the dawn don't come by I think to myself What a disgrace I've become (Repeat 2nd chorus)