My best friend died today, the meaning why won't go away And I'm feeling so hurt and tired If he only turned the page, the feeling he couldn't face Now his beating heart has expired It's got me blinded by your light And it's shielding the time of my life 'Cause I'm fallin' apart at the scenes Don't know what all of this means If you could just see through my dreams You'd know that I'm fighting to breathe 'Cause I'm fallin' apart at the scenes They tell me to rise above and think about the ones you love But I'm feeling so in the fire The ashes turned to dust, another night alone to rust And there's no one to call on the wire It's got me blinded by your light And it's shielding the time of my life 'Cause I'm fallin' apart at the scenes Don't know what all of this means If you could just see through my dreams You'd know that I'm fighting to breathe 'Cause I'm fallin' apart at the scenes Yeah It's got me blinded by your light And it's shielding the time of my life Of my life 'Cause I'm fallin' apart at the scenes Don't know what all of this means If you could just see through my dreams You'd know that I'm fighting to breathe 'Cause I'm fallin' apart at the scenes Fallin' apart, fallin' apart at the scenes Yeah