Lost in dreams That won't come true Maybe I'll dream Of happiness too Love spits on me Friendships a myth I can\\'t write down my hopes It\\'s too long of a list Talkings the only Way to slow down this pain I can lose everything But I can\\'t ever gain But don\\'t stop, Please stay When I\\'m not hated It\\'s a happy day Hold on Don\\'t go away But don\\'t let this be A game that you play Ignoring fears That are reality Because I\\'m afraid In my mentality Dreams mutate And Faces leer But I don\\'t let My hope disapear But don\\'t stop, Please stay When I\\'m not hated, It\\'s a happy day Hold on Don\\'t go away But don\\'t let this be A game that you play Hiding from nightmares Giving up my cares Nobody is really scared I won\\'t be unprepared