Have I told you how good it feels to be me when I'm in you I can only stay clean when you are around Don't let me fall If I close my eyes forever would it ease the pain Could I breathe again Maybe I'm addicted I'm out of control but you're the drug that keeps me from dying Maybe I'm a liar but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying <♪> I am wasted away I made a million mistakes Am I too late There is a storm in my head it rains on my bed when you are not here I'm not afraid of dying but I am afraid of losing you Maybe I'm addicted I'm out of control but you're the drug that keeps me from dying Maybe I'm a liar but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying When you're lying next to me love is going through to me Oh it's beautiful Everything is clear to me 'till I hit reality and I lose it all I lose it all I lose it all <♪> You're the only reason Yeah you're the only reason I'm trying Oh I'm trying I'm trying I'm trying Don't want to lose it all Maybe I'm a liar but all I really know is you're the only reason I'm trying <♪> Yeah you know I'm addicted You know I'm addicted Yeah you know I'm addicted