The waiting drove me mad You're finally here and I'm a mess I take your entrance back Can't let you roam inside my head I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your bread I would rather run but I can't walk Guess I lie alone just like before I'll take the varmints path Oh and I must refuse your test A push me and I will resist This behavior's not unique I don't want to hear from those who know They can buy but can't put on my clothes I don't want to wait for them to walk Never would have known of me before I don't want to be held in your debt I'll pay it off in blood let I be wed I'm already cut up and half dead I'll end up alone like I began Yea Everything has chains Absolutely nothing's changed Take my hand not my picture Spilled my teacher I don't want to take what you can give I would rather starve than eat your breast All the things that others want for me Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't buy what I want because it's free Can't be what you want because I Why ain't it susposed to be just fun Oh to live and die let it be done I figure I'll be damned All alone like I began