Do you think it's easy to forget Time heals nothing That's why I lie awake My spirit seems to leave me now My vital spark burns out Me my god I ́m 23 My eve of life has just begun (already begun) Wwheeelllsss of steel Drive the ruin of my inner self God watch me before I end like you I cried when I wrote this song (song) Maybe I ́m too weak I took this pain my whole life long I feel like a rainy day a cold night in fall (fall) The red light turns to green right now So why fighting back these tears Wwheeelllsss of steel Drive the ruin of my inner self God watch me Before I end like You and all the others especially like the father Whose children give pure hate not respect Yeah.. I am on a ride I'm searching for a different.. mine I ́m still not the one I ́m trying to find (to find) Once more I drink the pain away God watch me before I end like you.. Oh once more.. I drink the pain away God watch me before I end like You and all the others especially like the father Whose children give pure hate not respect Yeah.. I am on a ride searching for a different mine I ́m still not the one I ́m trying to find God watch me before I end like you So please save me from myself I don't want to extinguish myself Oh please save me from myself I don't want to extinguish myself I don't want to extinguish myself Oh please save me from myself Because I don't want to fade out