This is the first day of my last days I built it up, now I take it apart, climbed up real high, now fall down real far No need for me to stay, the last thing left, I just threw it away I put my faith in God and my trust in you, now there's nothing more fucked up I could do Wish there was something real, wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I'm the one without a soul, I'm the one with this big fucking hole No new tale to tell, twenty-six years, on my way to Hell Gotta listen to your big time, hard line, bad luck, fist fuck Don't think you're having all the fun, you know me, I hate everyone Wish there was something real, wish there was something true Wish there was something real in this world full of you I want to but I can't turn back But I want to