Who did you want me to become? It's not that easy It's not that easy Thinking out of the barrel of a gun I try to please you But it's not a pleasing kind of time Let me figure out what's wrong and what's right So I can move on past the night Do you really think that I can change After a life-time of believing in a dream I'll be honest, it feels rather strange To think about her God, is this happening at all? Save me one more time from myself Save me one more time from myself