Everybody says these are the best years But everyday I wish I was further from here Everybody says you're so honest But if you knew the truth I don't think you'd want it No I don't think you'd want it I know all the cracks on the ceiling Memorize everywhere the paint is peeling Trace my body down on the carpet Try to tell myself that I haven't lost it That I haven't lost it I don't know why I'm Wasting my time Trying to get it right Another trip around the sun And I'm still coming undone Thought I'd have it figured out by now I'm upside down, and I don't know where to run Another day slipping away But I keep putting on a face Thought I'd have it figured out by now I'm upside down Screaming I'm ok On the way down in a spiral Nervous I've been doing for quite a while Let me know when it's safe to come out Losing track of how long I've been in the house I don't know why (don't know why) I'm Wasting my time (wasting time) Trying to get it right Another trip around the sun And I'm still coming undone Thought I'd have it figured out by now I'm upside down, and I don't know where to run Another day slipping away But I keep putting on a face Thought I'd have it figured out by now I'm upside down Screaming I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok I'm ok