It's times likes these Wish I had a time machine So I could see What you did? October 13th At 10:15 Were you really asleep? Were you lying to me And the family? There's no us in us When I'm lacking trust You wanna discuss Ugh, you disgust me Don't make me cuss you out Why'd you let me down? Don't say sorry now And thanks to you I I can't love right I get nice guys And villanize them Read their texts like They're having sex right now Scared I'll found out That it's true and If I do Then I blame you For every worst That I assume When I'm forty-five Someone calls me their wife And he fucks our lives In one selfish night don't think I'll Find forgiveness As fast as mom did And God I love you But you're such a dipshit Please fucking fix this 'Cause you were all I looked up to Now I can't even look at you