Just when I can't take no more Staring in the face of when it rains it pours The snake scraping straight through the stains To sores like fade ain't weight But tryin' to break my door It's like the more I shake, the more I hate this floor I hate this life with ice my main supports Ignore inner advice to slice my veins for sport Denying my pride just like I ain't the sort When that's a lie I'm as weak as the pay reports Thirty days on the road, ain't made a buck And tryin' to save my voice Hoist away at my ego, me my favorite choice Just like we made our graves but probably blame our boys As I turn this graying page, gaining fame to avoid Today the same day again just like I anchored this void Can't measure all the treasures that this pain done destroyed I painted it, avoided naming it for blame it'd employed Came and hit me like a gypsy, tipsy, claiming it's coin Did me like windy city misery with grace of the ancients Prayin' for Nathan but the will to see the will for the faithless Gave it to me as a gift to do the will of the faithless And gave it to me as a gift if you want it take it I couldn't leave it, how those motherfuckin' cheeibum sang it Bangin' in my soul, takin' it's control, total freedom A man within this whole, not shown alone But shone the kingdom and Jesus sacred throne Over cherebum singin' and here I am a man Just to stand and receive Him And all I am is a man in the flash in this pan We wallow in depression, stressed to face the odds That's 'cause while we in this flesh, we away from God Heads will hollow out your blessin's, lessons they been taught Came from guessin' ass professions that them laymen bought It's outta reason how them demons try to stray you off Ain't got a thing that they believe in save the way That they walk, it's bullshit like any men claiming That they ain't wrong like it's all the same, it ain't When we done sang new songs I hold it closer than my name and my life Than I cling to my wife and know it's higher Than the rain at it's heights messiah's throne Who shone it brighter than a ray of froze light Kept me going on the longest of roads and On the coldest of nights and then it showed me This mic just like it told me to write and dog You owe it your life like you control it Just notice if it wasn't for his light no one would notice The light that you opposin' is the life that you holdin' Playin' with his might in handing frost bite to the frozen See in his works within the earth or universe if your chosen Teachers learnin' freezer burner lurkin' fumes to the focus When we searched it seen it perfect just remember who spoke it We wallow in depression, stressed to face the odds That's 'cause while we in this flesh, we away from God Heads will hollow out your blessin's, lessons they been taught Came from guessin' ass professions that them laymen bought It's outta reason how them demons try to stray you off Ain't got a thing that they believe in, save the way that They walk, it's bullshit like any men claiming That they ain't wrong like it's all the same It ain't when we done sang new songs