I kept my thoughts buried in side. An impulse that came naturally. Sometimes I feel true self has died and I've replace him with abnormalities. And I can't feel safe anymore. And I can't feel pain anymore there's just this hole that's deep inside. A place my soul used to reside. And when you went away, you took what's left inside. What part of me remained has all been pushed aside. And I never told you then what I'm about to say right now that you were right to leave and I just figured that out now. So much of my anger written down, It was all misplace hostility, at night I drove streets up and down trying to accept that reality. More lines. More time. More red eyes. The sunrise seemed like my enemy. Trashed life. Trashed songs. Kill this away. It's time to change my reality. Don't look back. Never look back.