The familiar ring of my alarm clock Waking me up at half past eight Everything seeming normal Till I assess my mind's state I quickly inject the numbness into my brain Keeping the demons at bay An endless stream of traffic lights As I submerge myself into the fray My ear drums captured the sound of your laughter As you were chatting away The light illuminated in your eyes Always gave me hope for a better day What if I came to you that night Instead of being locked in my selfish ways? Maybe then I'd be beside you Falling victim to your graceful gaze Eyes turned to the sky I ask, "Why is this happening to me?" If You're truly the God they say You are Why put me through this misery? The people stirring around Prancing on with their fancy lives As I am stuck standing here A stone statue with shattered eyes Now realizing her spirit lies Inside of me (You were never gone) Now, fearlessly, I stretch this path And she walks with me My tears betray me As they flood the trench beneath my feet Buried beneath my covers I can't sleep and I can't eat My heart is empty Yet it is seeping isolation I nurse this new found loneliness As the base of my foundation Kneeling beside your grave In the darkest shade of night My year drops have now become Messengers of the light And upon the spot they fall A most mysterious sight occurs A moonflower blossoms As my life joins with hers Now realizing her spirit lies Inside of me (You were never gone) Now, fearlessly, I stretch this path And she walks with me (You were never gone) You were never gone (You were never gone) She's with me From the air that I breath To the soil beneath my feet Her presence is with me I will carry on, interlocked as one Her spirit's within me