They told me to kill myself I'm not pretending to be dead. I'm dead God is a fool to speak to a dead man It's too late for useless salvation If I pull that trigger now, the demon will be gone I'm running from something that's trying to kill me The world is a killing machine right now The voices in my head keep telling me to choose sides Sip the sweet nectar or kill myself People are enjoying themselves without knowing it And they don't even know it's killing them There's no point in living I just keep melting away the pleasure The meaning of life The meaning of life We're all gonna die, hang our heads We don't even know if there is a heaven Our spirit must awaken What are we waiting for? There is no meaning to life Just keep dissolving pleasure The meaning of life The Meaning of life The meaning of life The meaning of life The muzzle of a gun Pointed at my neck I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind I'm losing my mind The meaning of life The meaning of life The meaning of life The meaning of life im a monster