[hook] I'm sick, fxxkin' god. Everything is really bad. I know this life is so hard, but it tryna beat me. I'm sick, fxxkin' god. Everything is really bad. I know this life is so hard, but it tryna beat me. it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it tryna beat me. it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it tryna beat me. [verse] 削れてくこのheart Feel like drive F1 car with rain tyre on this tarmac. もういらないcocaineもcodeineも friendも 全部いらねぇんだって 頭が自然に発火でもしねぇかな 朝になっても 立ってらんねぇよこの三畳間 酒飲んでないのにふらついてるんだ 「もう時間だ」の言葉には飽きたし 時計はすでに明後日の日付が もういいってこの人生に 何度殺されかけたって 数えたくもねぇよ Feels like we're on the edge right now. I wish that I could say I'm proud. I'm sorry that I let you down. Let you down. All these voices in my head get loud. I wish that I could shut them out. I'm sorry that I let you down. Le-le-let you down. [hook] I'm sick, fxxkin' god. Everything is really bad. I know this life is so hard, but it tryna beat me. I'm sick, fxxkin' god. Everything is really bad. I know this life is so hard, but it tryna beat me. it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it tryna beat me. it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it's too hard to be alive, yeah it tryna beat me.