Cashing in on rainchecks I live withdrawn from surroundings I'm trying to feel, but it's not very rich Nothing stays golden Yesterday is in the past But tomorrow I don't see coming We have a gift, a new today But I'm so sick of the present This is the end of what we used to know I'm breathing just fine, but am I alive? I'm living safe as a lonesome soul But I'm dying to feel so much less alone I'm reaching out, but I'm feeling nothing As heavy hearted as a feather with no wind Broken-hearted Moving in circles Like an angel with one wing Yesterday is in the past But tomorrow I don't see coming We have a gift, a new today But I'm so sick of the present This is the end of what we used to know I'm breathing just fine, but am I alive? I'm living safe as a lonesome soul But I'm dying to feel so much less alone I'm reaching out, but I'm feeling nothing I'm still there, walls surrounding me I'm still there with bricks others have thrown This is the end of what we used to know I'm breathing just fine, but am I alive? I'm living safe as a lonesome soul But I'm dying to feel so much less alone I'm reaching out, but I'm feeling nothing Reaching out, but I'm feeling nothing